Just so you know

“and if you need me, you know where I am. Not that you will, but just so you know”

angryness and such

maybe I should switch back to journalling. just because I am older. memory’s not working as well ya know? thus, this is a new year. ending a year of ups and downs and lows and highs. the tiny optimist in me would very much like to think that there are more ups than downs. more […]

words.

perhaps it would always be how it is meant to be. that i need you to be my strength. i need you to make me feel that i’m not a complete waste of air and i am worth it. worth the effort, worth the trouble, worth the tears and pain and misery. worthwhile. to hang […]

times like this

when you feel like you have been running all the time but there is actually no where to go

running through like a train wreck

did some crazy things during last weekend. now I’m just totally consumed by the overwhelming post experience feels that I can’t really handle. like wondering where you are lacking and why you are lacking and what went wrong.

然後,

想要悄悄的跟你說, 請不好把我放下 請不要幫我決定一些什麼 請不要覺得我應該會怎樣 請不要,   就這樣.   有什麼就問我, 就跟我說, 就打破砂鍋問到底. 因為這樣才是最真實的.

黑白講?

reviewing some pretty old stuffs and I realized sometimes I read this in my mind in this weird, slow, lazy Taiwanese style documentary commentary-ish voice. it absolutely makes not much sense but I realized it happens more often when I’m looking and thinking in terms and sounds of the Taiwanese cable channels’ documentary. also, went […]

and all my feels

unspoken.     或者應該這樣說, 應該找一個, 會帶你去看海的男人.

2013

and so. memorable things? 1. ahjusshis was there for the countdown. met some incredible people, countdown-ed to the most awesome experience ever. also, went back in sept in a spurt of insanity and secretness. I’m now quite acquainted with gaoxiong generally, and taipei and taizhong. also went to KL in march for noah’s ark randomly…. […]

你, 是最好的.

always. someone told me before, when someone says that you are great, just accept with an open heart and thank that person. perhaps, you are the greatest to them, at that moment of time. i remember when you said this to me. i still remember this now, even after you have left my life.   […]