I love you, perhaps more than you ever know and realize. Or maybe you do, and just quietly accepts it.   I hope that you are always well and good and fantastic, even I know that the time we have is limited.     But I love you. Like I don’t give a real shit […]

荏苒

Life lessons of 2015. Letting go is difficult and often easier said than done. But ultimately it must be done Sometimes taking a step back makes it easier to go on and forward Quality > Quantity Actions > Talk Giving in different forms, time, effort, patience and gratitude 無論我的明天,要去哪裡 – 而至少快樂傷心我自己決定。 You can avoid reality, […]

exception > rule

taking a pause recently. from people. and needing to think and be considerate and be all compassing. this self inflictedness might be unnecessary but i am secretly quite enjoying it, sometimes I just want to be chased after, be cherished and be yearned for – even if life doesn’t necessary feel that way for me, […]

of stern alarums

dealing with this intense sense of sudden sadness is too much for my overworked heart. I can’t decide if my body is feeling under the weather or my mind is just overwhelmed by the endlessness which I constantly face with work. It’s like drowning in the water and think you are just about to break […]

ocean deep dimples

that’s my current obession seriously. and how I manage to fall face down deep into things unladylike-ly. no gently or softly. just meeting things face on. over the head deep. sometime I think it’s really hard to manage this spikes of extreme happiness under control. isn’t it silly? the amount of positive emotions derived from […]

drawing sticks

It’s amazing how we draw the shortest out of all sticks at times. and it’s unsurprising to note how close I have become to losing it recently. I constantly feel that I’m spiraling out of control, into this deep abyss of nothingness. like a piece of rubber band which is tied too tightly and snapping […]