這幾天到了好多地方想起了很多 想起了我合很多人之間的關係 原來我一直那麼在乎的一些事其實他們只不過是回憶 有些人我陪著他們走過悲傷然後一起悲傷結果搞到比他們還悲傷 可是我的快樂喜悅興奮這些人卻毫無興趣參與 真可笑吧? 在讀著我寫的這些時你是不是又覺得我是個可笑的人? 有些人相處後變的對我來說很重要的人 我總是在後面追著這些人的腳步 總是擔心著他們是怎樣看我的 結果的我都變的理所當然的應該付出應該懂事 當你一次次的說出那一些不耐煩的話時 是不是覺得我都只是在發小孩子脾氣? 謝謝你們總是讓我覺得我是個討人厭的小孩 謝謝你們那些我愛的人們

我的神曾說過 人生就像在坐熱氣球一樣想要越飛越高就要把夢想一個一個的丟掉 在我人生中除了拋棄了的夢想還有 被欺騙了的那些所謂’朋友’的’人.

I thought you’ll come cause you’ll understand. Your fucking boyfriend even said that your priorities are WRONG.What the fuck. that’s so damm FUCKING WRONG.You care so much about him that you can join us next time for dinner. And he’s fucking complaining that YOUR PRIORITIES ARE WRONG. Seriously,I don’t know why I fuckingly care so […]

有時覺得我是個沒用的人 好像可以做的還有很多好像可以了解的也還有好像可以體諒合包容更多好像可以付出的關心不夠多 是不是真的在每個人的心里都有自己想變成的模樣? 但是在我心中我卻時常覺得我不想再思考不想去了解合體諒 我總覺得我好累想要逃離這一切 可是我還是忍不住關心忍不住去了解合體諒忍不住去聆聽這些那些 千言萬語,停留在舌尖 在不斷抗議變成別人的複製品的人生中卻無法控制的學習著那些靈魂舞動的旋律 我真的好累 在尋找在了解在體諒 再尋找再了解再體諒 在這瘋狂世界裡繼續再瘋狂的活著

我害羞我惶恐我退卻我閃避 我好想夢見你 我害羞的偷看我慌張的張望我大聲的斯吼 我害怕夢見你 我是沒種的小孩

yesterday during dinner, sam casually mentioned something which made me pretty pissed off. not cause it came from him. but because it came from many other people. everyone says, rong is so fortunate. she can go traveling so many times. please be reminded that, when you guys were enjoying by slacking at home, holding hand […]

I cannot pretend as if it doesn’t matter.Even though I have already kind of expected it. It does matter.but life happens.And life goes on. What that must be done,must be done. enough said.

i think we are too contented with certain things. and we are very used to our comfort zone. and being singaporeans, we like to criticize matters which are unconventional and those matters which are a little different from our comfort zone. watched step up 2 today. was super good =) had ramen @ marutama with […]

” 我住的城巿從不下雪記憶卻堆滿冷的感覺思念的旺季　霓虹掃過喧嘩的街把快樂趕得好遠 落單的戀人最怕過節只能獨自慶祝盡量喝醉我愛過的人　沒有一個留在身邊 寂寞它陪我過夜 “ 有些人曾令我深深動容 牽連著呼吸牽連著悲傷牽連著喜悅牽連著困惑牽連著遺憾 我是懦弱的 但是我隱藏的太好了 白色情人節快樂

想要放肆的大叫 想要在大雨中狂奔 想要在著狹小的空間內得到解脫 別再拉著我了請讓我就這樣的離開 好想就這樣死去