yes, I do listen to mandopop before I started with kpop

I always read such comments in the forum place and I need to rant. not that anyone cares nor this is an attempt for more traffic.

 

Sometimes life just happens in the way which makes you wanna hide out in a small dark corner and sleep out the entire period. Sometimes I do repeatedly ask myself, why am I still here when I clearly know this isn’t what I want. Just like that night when me and yiyan and shitian discussed. […]

fuck YOU.

It all flashed past via a gleam of anger. First reaction – you, the fat arse, is the cause of ALL the trouble. Seriously, if you girls want to side with him, please at least do a better job of helping him hide his fucking blue weak balls out of my sight.

請你說話她碼的客氣一點 欠錢的是你不是我欠你錢.

我害怕.如果有一天我就這樣離開了 沒有預告沒有準備好就這樣. 我擔心會後悔當時沒有抱著你跟你說我很愛你 我擔心會遺憾當時沒有看著你跟你說我很狠你 敏上次傳了封簡訊給我 “因為你的難過而難過的人才是最值得放在心裡的人” 我太經常懷疑是不是我太愚昧了 我為了太多人太多我很愛的人因為他們的難過而難過

我很想念我自己.

最近的情緒很容易受波動.最近也看了很多電視節目. 有事沒事就留下了眼淚… 自己都覺得好納悶. 昨天晚上一個人在家里看著太王四神记看著國王合青梅竹馬看著國王單槍匹馬到了敵軍的城市看著國王堅持著把所看到的每一具屍體都埋葬 看著應為背負著所謂神物的不祥預兆所以必須被處死的丫頭 她最後一次抱著國王 結果我就這樣哭了. 有些愛,身不由己.

what internship taught me

internship is indeed a good way. To weed out those who are truly friends or those who only stick around when they need you. all the way I’ve been the crazily ON person. meeting for dinner. going to all sorts of ridiculous places for lunch. internship makes one incredibly mentally tired. for dear jiali who […]

心情糟透了.坐巴士回家時頭痛的不停.有那種儘快撞牆死掉算了的衝動. 真想快點生病. 我是說真的.