“This thing called emotion, I don’t want to feel it anymore”
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The birthday post – 2009
The annual birthday post. 21st. of growing up. painful. and never ending tries of convincing myself. found a job. got kicked around some bits. hanging out with married people and drinking at harry’s when I was supposed to work. . found myself a new group to hang out with. the people from singhell. the random […]
When it rains, it turns dark. and inviting. the secrets which we attempted to hide. the pretty faces which we saw writhing in pain. the broken wrists which we bloodied lay side by side. I woke up with fleeting thoughts of you, colorful vibrant and shining.
It was splashed with tints of lemon scented vodka. Shots and shots of clear liquid. I was high on being drunk but you were there this time round. I was tucked into your arms but you seem surreal actually. “why did you leave me here alone?” I asked the question but you had no answer […]
还有一些， 我们想要逃亡时候 牵手 我梦见我们牵手 海洋 那年的海洋那么蓝 知足 你告诉我我们要知足 还有一些 我们试着勇敢的时候
It is, 4:17am Many thanks to my current addiction, I spent the night watching Korean movies, you know the kinds which I’m vastly addicted to… 有时候 痛有种比较真实的感觉 或许这样才会有活者的感觉. Perhaps all the drama has made me sappy. I opened your window and closed it. Staring at your name for several moments. This, it shall remain. The […]
当世界不停改变…
Saturday was a rubbish dumping session. Yinren and Wend. I think I shalln’t be too obnoxious and say that I’m a uber good friend. Drinking too, since I was denied of it after being promised on thursday. Quote C: “There’s too much blood in my alcohol system” Works out just fine. Life currently is stale. […]
Kiss Me…
And there are some who wants to be kissed this way too 🙂
有时候 需要宣泄的管道 宣泄一些不必要的情绪 发泄一些不健康的感情 靠在你的肩膀 让我想起了那些感触 还有淡淡的香水 有些复杂的情绪 需要被宣泄 需要热量排泄 需要热情锐减 泛红的锁骨; 你知道藏着什么记忆吗? 有时候 我要求是很高 但也只不过是对一些人 那些我觉得值得分享的人 有时候 只想要有一个 能够让我依靠的肩膀 他妈的 心情竟然糟到不行.
In shades of dark grey and sapphire blue 