sometimes they wonder why

the hidden smile, the way your lips curve slightly when it amuses you, your strong personality than shines out of this world, the way you speak, the words you use, the warm tingling feelings from the residue of your softly spoken speech, the lines of your white starched collar and the black of your vest […]

it’s all in the mind

that’s why it’s so hard to fall. there’s so much I want. so much I expect of. We hide and I tell lies and they pretend to be. But all these shit aren’t real. I am real. they aren’t. You aren’t. We aren’t either. I can act emo on my plane ride, cry when the […]

T.T

My heart, my tears, my memories of you Drop by drop, they are falling against my chest Though I cry and I cry, the memories can’t seem to erase And again today, I drench my empty heart.

to much to say in too little words

fading and it fades, I hope so. It cuts and hurts and it bleeds and it tears.   sometimes I hope I had slightly more hope and faith to keep on holding your hand but the bitter me just refuses to bow down. the words and words hurt. tearing about and gnawing on whatever naked emotions left […]