【純屬虛構 。】 / 너라고

It’s confusing how should we move forward from here. I realized I don’t ever talk to certain people on msn again. I open and close the same category over and over again but never talk to some people. I open your category, open your window and stare at your display picture and close it. and […]

Because I am not you

that’s why I hasn’t given up yet. Not trying as hard does not mean I have given up, thou that option is pretty much quite attractive. As time fades by, some things we forget, but some things, we would always remember. Perhaps, it’s a gentle reminder that I should drop more people off along the […]

Words from Ma

Ma said something the other day when we were in Batam and it got stuck in my mind. He: “I just tried to say a joke, what’s with your reaction?” Me: “laughs weekly” He: “I remember you used to be more fun? What happened to you?” Me: “O.o?” He: “Oh yah, you started working.” It […]

Tiny steps

You make me feel damm needy. I hope it wouldn’t happen that often. I suppose it’s my damm hormones protesting the warmth of the hand held. Selfish me is really gleeful that I left a mark, just like what has been intended the entire night. This is much excitingness. She asked if why I did […]

相聚離開都有時候

At times like this, I am convinced that my life warrants angsty posts. We keep walking and running down this path without wondering what’s at the end of the fiasco. She commented on one of the posts and it left me quite speechless. Does this fall into the “let’s pretend and pretend it never did […]

and you and me and her and you.

He asked me, and asked if I was upset, and gave me tissues to mask my sorrow. Unfortunately, or fortunately, it wasn’t needed. It’s just like the usual deal. I just feel pretty used. Let’s continue walking down this path and see what’s at the end, shall we? there are no other meaningless words to […]