the thing about hanging out with older people

makes me feel like I’m their age. I actually enjoy whining to sdm. that’s like, something I don’t get to do very often. went for drinks again with wendy with an empty stomach. and came home and slept for 12hours straight.  I prolly should blog about last week’s concert cause this weekend has another major […]

And the things in life which can’t be bought with money.

Are people with true hearts.   I am grateful to had been blessed with such a team, and such people, so resilient, so strong, so fastidious in the things we believe. To be blessed to meet people, who are amazed by us, and in turn become like us, be strong, and reliable and all. It […]

Merry Christmas

Woke up to christmas fanfics of siwon and sungmin and little girls. On a side note, slept for 16hrs straight and dreamt of khun, me taking photos and sitting side by side with him, laughing about food, and also him being my neighbour’s 2nd child and my neighbour screaming to his husband that she still […]

petty steps

sometimes I think I need to take a break from myself. I miss the hotel times in Shanghai. perhaps I should start writing my xmas cards already. I feel so goddamm uneasy in my own skin.

Let’s stand back, just for a while

obligations. responsibilities. and the things we do because we want to do, not that we have to do. it’s hard for you to understand this right? Cause you have never wanted to do those things.   bitch. Do I look stupid to you? I’m not that free to cover your shit.

Drawing a line across your words

Contributions. I am speechless at this. My stuff is all BAU, what contributions are there to speak of? You make me disturbed by my own unimportantness.   因为我觉得好像是在讨功劳. I am at a loss of what to write, in the end I have decided not to write anything. 我想还是有很多话我不会说。

bonding sessions

adult talk makes me needy. yes I know I need to get attached. I earned myself 200 days of prayers and the monk told me I have Lin Daiyu’s constitute. emo emo emo. my favy people on this trip is helping me to get laid in 200 days. including plans of baby food and gentle […]

erm.

out of so long I have been with the account, I can count the amount of times which I had been so frustrated to the level of crying. Tonight is one of them. more of pure frustration more like it. sdm says did i expect this of business trips. I expected it to be tough […]

Wednesday.

three nights already. weather reminds me vastly of taipei thou. the cheena-ness is getting just slightly on my nerves. let’s blame it on the lack of good food ok?   work is. FUCKING BUSY. lol~ wells, I suppose sdm gets gloating rights. everyone forgot I’m out on a business trip. Can’t wait for the shopping […]

上海滩

this might be one of the best things that happened to me. sometimes I am quite lucky at this portion. blessed.     everytime before I travel I think I might not return. so, just in case. I love you, kaes?