Category: irl

this is pathetic

My friendship is only worth “i’m sorry” with meanings behind saying you’re pissed I can’t support you, you aren’t even bothering to see my point and you just think I can’t support you blindly and it’s my fault already. and it’s not even worth somebody new telling you that I’m not worth it, after being […]

This is something… not new?

I thought I have grown out of the stage of being so angry. I suppose when it hurts, the worst side of us gets out. When you feel that people hurt you, you just want to hurt them first, and most often, it’s hard to see beyond the red haze at that point of time. […]

maybe I should wait this out

and not to make the first move. like what Y said, it’s all but a test of friendship. I went to read your tweets from the past and I shall see if you act upon your words. this is tiring. and straining my standpoint is you could never lose best friends if you truly treasure […]

on a side note

I met Wilson Kor today and I think it warrants a blog post. He is, afterall, one of my ouxiang-s. Sometimes he’s so annoyingly straight and slightly brilliant with all his theories which sometimes I think is crap. But it’s always feels good to be talking to him. When life moves too fast, some people and things […]

honest answers

I’m not a Hottest, nor an ELF. I’m me. liking who I have decided to like and that’s all.     Why do you find the need to draw lines? I only draw them when I’m hurt.

pseudo dates?

I have been on one last week. It just proves my theory of feeling nothing and no legendary spark. I have been too much influenced by words from all the random people.   We went to see a movie where there was lots of making out. We went to dance but there was much sitting […]

Daybreak

Such a surprise, I hasn’t been blogging since after shuparshowtree? Hmmm… Maybe it’s because of the entire lunar new year season thus?     Been sick, and mostly dizzy and floaty after the panadol on day3 of cny. floaty for the entire week already, it’s now friday. manager reminded me that i already passed THEONEMONTH […]