you.

new beginnings. or perhaps interesting revelations.     yesterday I spoke up about you. perhaps this is what relief feels like. maybe I have lost you for good. more importantly, is what was learnt from this. I hope you are doing well. Sometimes I say that, but I feel none of that, or perhaps just […]

the recharge trip

on a separate note, I went to KL for the recharge session. taiwan’s stage was too freaking huge, thus everything else looks bigger and nearer as compared. such a rushed and short trip, but it was worth it. it’s just been taken to another level and I’m not sure if I can survive this. and […]

Fall, then falling

Sometimes I am surprised that it’s November again. Nearly a year ago I was in Korea, looking at the fall leaves in nami island.   work is okay. i try. to blend in and be normal. people still generally are not guarded against me. I am surprised. yet again, I must had did some really […]

and there, say hi to july

I went to the new place today. and I’m finally getting that feeling. Sense of loss…. and helplessness. Missing the people from the old place so much. All their smiles and weird habits and smells in the office.   I was supposed to have 3 weeks to hang out, but ended up doing more work […]