when you want someone to want you back so much the way you want them.
sometimes you confuse me. with your smile. that smile that makes me off kilter.
sometimes i pause and take a deep breath before talking to you, preparing my heart for that smile.
sometimes the feels are illogical and it cannot be explained.
sometimes the heart just wants what it wants when nobody wants it back.
most of the time I just think about you endlessly, but not daring to make any moves, in fear of my heart and your words.
i knew i was broken but i didn’t realize you could break me up even more.
In shades of dark grey and sapphire blue 