Daybreak

Such a surprise, I hasn’t been blogging since after shuparshowtree? Hmmm… Maybe it’s because of the entire lunar new year season thus?

 

 

Been sick, and mostly dizzy and floaty after the panadol on day3 of cny. floaty for the entire week already, it’s now friday. manager reminded me that i already passed THEONEMONTH in this company, thou it doesn’t feel like anywhere near it.

the things which faded, I don’t think of them so often anymore, nor any huge attempts. I wonder if this can be faded forever?

my cravings for the pretty boys has increased massively after the concert. more videos and pictures and stuff. leadersshi’s omoma said that girls would drown in his single dimple and I nodded my head vigorously infront of the computer screen.

It’s not like there are decisions to be made, it’s more like waiting for the opportunity for decision to appear. It’s dangling and dancing and flirting around. I have no idea, like usual, I’m still waiting only. Or actually, I am surprised actually how kinds of love actually work. It’s not like it’s the way how I expected it to be. Different forms. I don’t have a high expectation, I just see things differently from how you see it.

Dreams, I have some of those, warm palms and cold fingertips, chicken rice and bbq smells. A shoulder to lean on and a face to smile to.