It’s been long since a proper post.

So let’s see what has been going on around this place ok?

Actually I don’t remember much… Let’s see…

kaisin came and went. for summer. London suddenly seems far away again. I am suddenly reminded of that time we went for taiyang’s thing and ramen… Thus I’m randomly craving for ramen now… keke.

sufen is missing, as usual. It’s getting harder to find her. Or perhaps also I don’t have much time on my hands to keep up. She likes Ryeowook, as I just found out recently… XD

Msjoyce is missing. she owes me money and I got the dammest itch to post “O$P$” on her facebook thou it’s damm rudeness. I wonder if we’re still going to london together after her dissappearing act after fangmin. The last was her birthday. I read her blog and kinda gets what’s going on, something like what I expected her to retreat to. sighhhh. I call her from time to time, almost every other day but she never picks up. I’m reminded of FM and everything that follows.

*waves hi to amanda* Hi babe, do you still read my blog? How’s studying and all? I kinda miss DOME @ parkmall, thou we only been there twice. Everytime I smell people smoking, I’m reminded of you, the sub room and our pornwatching times. lols. of cause plus wilson kor’s offer of photoshopp-ing neo pink nipples for you. The subsroom appears to my mind often these days. Perhaps cause that we were really happy (:

It was Jolene’s last day and me ahtan sdm went for dinner at merchant court, the buffet thing. was slightly impressed by durian puree and apple crumble, other than that, it was okayyyyy only. fish wasnt amazing, grandma’s much better :p

Mayday came and went, and I suffered zero PMS. not even anywhere near DNA’s chacha beat. I was expecting him to blog and all but he didn’t, all the way till now. I heard they went to the states thou. He seems sick, not appearing for supper and all.

Yinren was partially amazed thou, i think. hahaha~

It feels weird to take a step back to admire and notice all the backdrop, the amazing graphics done up for the stage visuals and all. I wonder how many people saw it, or merely saw them. It sounds like I should retire from groupie ways and all… No more airport nor suppers nor pms…

Perhaps it sounds like I’m in denial but I think for somehow, it’s hard to purge something out of your blood. I don’t think it’s remotely possible cause I might had been born with it. I mean, the groupie DNA. lols.

You know, I thought about you constantly again, more after the concert. For like a few days before, I was really upset over what I saw, and was reminded of what happened. But again it’s in the past. I yearn hard for you to regret like crazy shit but it’s pointless. hahas. I’m stronger than you, that, I know for sure.

Sometimes it’s amazing how similar some of we are, even after we lose the connection.

Ahting, Wend and 少爷, we went out for movies yesterday. Whiteout and The ugly truth. I couldn’t stop laughing over whiteout actually, I was smilling to myself cause I was vastly reminded that the rotten piece of human chest was actually something like pork belly or something along those lines. Wend was hugely horrified by the scene but I was laughing away like crazy after the show.

Conversation is at its minimum. I was cheated of my prata session you know. and the crab session too. Someone was promoted as I heard. excitingness.

“Why I like you” is playing at the background now. I’m so tempted to youtube the video again to watch. I’m so so SO doomed. Super girl was on repeat mode in my mind the ENTIRE evening. the mv hugely tickles me cause I thought the blond girl from SNSD looks randomly like heenim/sungminn with the blond wig thing.

Cinderall, Hesscia, ice princess. Hugely reminds me of Yinren now. And she was telling me she actually likes Khunhyun cause he wrote all those random stuffs on rolling paper on imitate note. I didn’t know she was into this type. I thought the entire world actually likes siwon more… for his big nehnehs muscles and sharp chin and all… hahahas~

She came over last weekend and we spend the afternoon watching boys over flowers. then I fed her to almost 2 hours of suju where we laughed like two crazy women. She’s gone!! XD

The kimchi which i bought at carrefour yesterday was nice!! much much more than how I expected it… i think i have to pick up kimchi making soon, else it’s going to cause me alot of marnee along the way.

I still haven’t made up my mind on the dec event. To seperate family and friends, 2 sessions in 1 afternoon. or invite everyone in one entire huge gang to save me the trouble. The people whom I know are mostly useless at such events cause they leave me to fend for myself. If family’s coming, it’d have to be something like settler’s cause else the nieces will be SO bored.

Shades of white, gold and black.

How does it sound? (: