I am quite thoroughly disappointed.

Perhaps disappointment is the only thing which can save me from myself.
Too many expectations, too many disappointments.
It’s because I understood, that’s why I halted in my actions.
Paused.
Stopped.

In giving.

When all of you looked at me,
Expecting some kind of outburst or words from me,
I apologize for disappointing all of you.
Rather than an outburst, I chose to walk away.

When I walked away, my heart left faster than me.

When no one bothered to stop me, my heart went cold.

I am not angry at all.
I am merely disappointed.

Memories, afterall, would only be left as memories.

也許我在你們的人生里只不過是小小的配角
但你們曾是我生命里最重要的主角.
因為愛你們
因為堅持那份愛
我放棄了那麼多
放棄了童真
放棄了瀟灑
放棄了堅持
放棄了勇氣
放棄了呼吸

結果那些那麼重要
結果那些那麼真誠
結果那些那麼感動

不是不愛了
只不過是累了

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸
你会流泪
你会发现
你会讶异
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意