My mentality is that those who truly care would always ask you what’s wrong.
They might not understand but they sure do try their best to do so.

You told me that true friends would always be the ones to stay behind in the end.
And I believed in you.

You told me weeks ago that one should not live for others, if one lives for others, one should just go and die.

She told me it was harsh of you to say so.
cause she also felt that you were implementing that i should just go and die cause such a life is meaningless.

I agreed with her.
And I agreed with you.

Blame for not understanding myself?
I apologize that one who cares about me cant understand me cause I don’t understand myself well enough to explain every of my actions, feelings and thoughts.

If you believed that I’m a scheming person, that let it be so.
It only bears to reflect how am I as a person in your heart.

I read this once in an email a friend sent me;

Watch your thoughts; they become words
Watch your words; they become actions
Watch your actions, they become habits
Watch your habits ; they become character
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny