好想哭。。。。。

“
你把我灌醉
你让我心碎
爱得收不回
”

好害怕。。。。
梦见他。。。

我那天突然看见蹲在我身傍的宥嘉。
是幻觉。
我知道。

也许我快要疯掉了

It’s been two years since the first post of this blog.
This is the 871th post.
im still blogging about all the never-ending rubbish

我依然继续幻想
我依然继续迷惘
我依然坚持着某些信念

但
我却成长了那么多
我却对好多事情释怀

i still blog abt alot of rubbish.
my life had so much more exciting people added in
the only song which managed to make me cry like shit when i read it with my blog is still Angel by Westlife
im still as affected by music than ever and hopes that everyone reads all the lyrics of the songs i use on my blog cuz it’s carries hidden meanings
i still scold w/o stating the names of the ppl im pissed at
i still tok to alot of 他s on my blog but refusing to state who’s the 他 is

i’ve made alot of choices which i’ve grown to regret but decided i’d regret it MORE if i didnt made the choice.

and im still feeling emo.
and suffering from moodswings when menses period approaches (it’s getting worse)

and im going to stop listening to 你把我灌醉 at this very instant cuz its making even more bloody emo.