I very much wish to say this, if you happen to be reading.

there are much more people who love you than you wish to believe to.
things happen
people change
we move on

perhaps we try to forget but we cant.

but sometimes there isnt a need to forget.
beautiful things happen, it’s never meant for to be forgotten about
memories which are kept down inside and never spoken about, it doesnt mean that it’s being forgotten or it aint important.

what you are standing on is actually a big field where there are many ways to get out of but you refuse to walk out, just choosing to stand there, under the blazing sun and thundering rain.
many has walked past, talking to you, holding your hand, listening to you

yet you denied all of them, believing that you should only listen to your heart.

But is that your heart doing the talking?

or is that the pride shouting and demanding away?

the pride is worthless, there are much more precious stuff out there which needs your apperciation which you’ve ignored.

i only hope that you dont live to regret all of this which you’ve missed.

i made my choice and im not regreting it.
hope you can do it too

signing off,
friend