我

总觉得因为能够相遇，并且成为朋友是那么难能可贵的一件事。

我
并不喜欢对身边的朋友说，
‘不行’
‘我没空’
‘那里太远了’
‘我不想’

除非真的有什么事。。。

我总是觉得，
应该设身处地的为你们着想。

就算必须牺牲了什么我都无所谓。

你们是不是那么的习惯了？

im not complaining.
just realized.
everyone got too used to me thinking for them
got too used to getting their way
got too used to have things planned according to their conveniences

i did say im all right with it
i dont really mind
going how far to have a dinner
going where to watch a movie

because i had the chance to meet up with people i miss

but wouldn’t it be nice if you guys sometimes took a little effort to spare a thought for me?

it’d be terrific.

im hoping that i dont have to wait till once a year, during my birthday or what when it happens.

原来失望是那么容易习惯的。