Im so sorry my defination definition of FRIENDS are is so different with yours.
friends can dont meet up for 10years but their friendship wld b as forever as strong before because both parties have tried their very best to put in effort to maintain the friendship.

good friends doesn’t have to meet often.
but why do they meet often?

cuz they miss each other other’s comfortable company.

it’s a simple reason.

commitements to other stuffs?

im so sorry im not attached.
im so sorry i dont have anything else to be commited to.
im so sorry that im actually so imature to feel that i have a need to be commited to friends and people whom i love around me.
im so sorry that my priorities are actually spending time with people whom i love, which are my dear friends around me.
im so sorry im the kind who feels there’s a need to communicate and tok and keep in touch from time to time
im so sorry i got used to spending time with you guys and getting used to you guys’ company in the short period of time
im so sorry that my defination of friends and the way i should interact with good friends is so different from yours.
im so sorry i have always nothing better to do and to suggest gatherings and outings.

im sincerly sorry that mentioning more than once to you and asking you along to any of the gatherings is irriating you so much.

im so sorry that you had to mention and repeat time and time again to me that you aren’t free for any of outings.
im so sorry that i expressed so much anticipation to see you being able to join us and have some fun during the gatherings.
im so sorry my gatherings are never organized on any dates which you are avalible.
im so sorry that YOU DONT GET US PEOPLE.

im so sorry that you dont get me.

im sincerly sorry.

perhaps to you im juz another unimportant person in your path of life that just happened to pass by.
but you are someone important to me in my life and i feel the need to treat you in THIS way which obviously you hate.

im sincerly sorry that this is obviously going to hurt the friendship.

and i dont think im the only one who needs to grow up.

my conscience is clear.
i did my part.
im done saying my piece.
i didn not let myself down in anyway.

perhaps sometimes
we should all remember to take a look around us.
and see what we’ve always insisted on is correct and true to the heart.

pursuading the goal for the sake of pursuading?
loving for the sake of loving?

before you said those words.
did it ever occur to you that how hurtful it’d be?

there’s more i’d need to learn.
just like anyone else around.
we aren’t always correct.
and dont presume we’d always be correct.
cuz in the end,
you’d only see yourself and you alone.