Seems that

it’s always easier to believe that others would be more fortunate and happy than ourselves.
it’s always easier to believe that everyone is happier than ourselves.
it’s always easier to believe that people ard us would succed in what they do rather than ourselves.

we always like to put ourselves down.
and expect people around us to build up our confidence tru praises and concern.

allright.
i admit i’m like this.
and i think that there are many similar to me out there.

somewhat my guesses were partly correct.
something WAS going on and it wasn’t meant to be made known to others.
tskk.

buck up and jiayous.
like what I’ve told you.
Believe in yourself and the love you have for the other person.
We are all sensible people even thou sometimes we yearn to be weak and hope for the concern and rely on people close to us.

cuz we’re humans mah!
TSKKK!!!~