im back somewhere on msn.

yah.

had read all the posts bout JUMP on forum.
the feeling is…. welll…..

im still quite affected by the depressing theme.
gong lang, ren sheng hai hai, jue jiang, yong bao, wen rou.

they all still managed to touch me the same way.

it will only be the time comes when they had changed for the worst, when im going to say, “mayday? fuck them lah”, true from the heart.

there had been a time when there was NO ONE beside me except for them.

dreams?
what are dreams?

i saw today on the disney song score book,
Cinderella sang,

Dream is a wish your heart makes.

after the heart makes one, where do you find continous courage to keep believing in them when you meet obstacles after problems after bottleneck?
isn’t there anyone or anything in your life which makes you go back, time after time, when shit occurs and when life happens on the down side, you’d juz turn back and whoever or watever that is would ALWAYS be there standing and providing comfort?

tsktsk.

tell me if your answer is friends,
i congratule you.

I never did say that friends wasnt there for me but there were times when i was hurt very badly for placing my belief in some, even thou i continue to do the same now in some people.

做人不是应该要饮水思源？
当然我也知道不应该盲目的跟从。

只不过，
我觉得你对我很重要所以想要试着去让你了解。

anyway.
I HEART THIS SONG CURRENTLY:

丢电脑 丢外套
丢掉背包 在丢唠叨
丢掉电视 丢电脑
丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼
冲啥大 冲啥小
冲啥都让人常烦恼

恨得多 爱的少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高
把地球甩掉

一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要
再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心扑通扑通地狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球
地球甩掉
只要越跳越高

JUMP！

*Love Love Love =D*