No one around here is going to believe this but i really did not drink ALOT.
i admit im planning to drink a little more than usual.
but the fact was i didnt drink.
and im very sure that i wont drink till the extend of doing something stupid.
stupid as in alot of different aspects.

you guys get what i meant?

im not getting addicted to drinking.
and im not getting addicted to drinking.
even thou i very much would want to.
budden.
its not worth it.

yan. leenx. tian gege.
thanks for the concern.

escape, escapism.
oh, whatever.

no. i didnt pick them up from the airport today.
masa, stone, monster and the technicians came.
no, i didnt go to the airport.
yes, its the first time ever i didnt pick them up.
no, i didnt go not because mr.A wasnt there.
cuz i dont plan to drop by the airport tmr.
even thou its quite possible to squeeze out several hours for them.

-blank mode-

am i acting like myself?
so, what should ‘myself’ act like?

they arent just simply a crush.
its like having loved someone for a very long time.
perhaps loving too much till you cant see yourself?
when distractions steps in.
you ask yourself if you’ve been loving blindly.

we have all changed. they’ve changed. i’ve changed too.

是一种信念。
是一种信仰。
是一种倔强。

喜欢笨蛋的都是笨蛋。
喜欢憨人的都是憨人。

im tired.
hiakhiak.
weird mood.